What its really like in my head

I appear to be a laidback person but in reality I'm neurotic and obsessive and anxious all on the insides of my head where most people can't see it. I fixate. I change my mind often. I stay up late worrying about things that are silly and I know they are silly. I wake up in the middle of the night because I've remembered the thing I forgot to do three days ago. My mind never stops. And want to know something else? I have a constant banter going on inside it? I talk to myself constantly. I know everyone does, and some people even do it outloud, but I feel like I do it more frequently then most people. So you're probably thinking that I'm crazy but I promise I'm not certifiably crazy. Not looney tunes. Not psycho. Not bipolar. I just have an active mind.

But the perk? I think my active mind makes me more observant. Straight up NCIS style observant, as a matter of fact!!

Hmmmmm

Where have I been?

Where have I not been?

Haha, just kidding. I've been around. Been busy! we bought a house!! Its a 1940 stone house, about 1780 square feet with a yard close to Husband's work. Being a home owner is scary! We've been doing tons of renovations and that's kept us busy. And of course, once we get here and unpacked my stuff got here from storage and I had to unpack all over again. But we now rock orange walls in our living room. I'm not gonna lie, they are pretty kick ass!